So I'm starting another
DietBet even though I said I wouldn't do it again. Previously I said that it wasn't a positive experience and in a way it wasn't, even though I
won. The first time around I found myself weighing in daily because I was stressed out about meeting the 4 % goal. Well this time there's going to be rules and I will not just barely win like last time, I'm going to WIN. I can't believe I'm going to do this but it will be more motivation to lose the weight if I share my weight with you now (closing eyes and cringing):
Yup that's right, I weigh 163.9lbs... Which means my target weight for this DietBet is 157.3lbs. If you've never done a DietBet you may ask why there's an index card with the word "pumpkin" on it, #1 I feel like a pumpkin (haha), #2 that's how DietBet insures that you took the photo on the day you are supposed to weigh in, they send you a word to take the photo with, this time it was "pumpkin".
Here's my official weigh in photo (yuck):
I succeeded in my first DietBet and I kept the majority of the weight off but I just squeaked by on that one and I don't want to feel that kind of pressure so what am I going to do differently this time?
1. I'm only weighing myself once per week on Friday's since I weighed in today.
2. I'm drastically changing my eating habits.
3. I'm planning, I've always been a planner so I'm not sure why I haven't gotten into meal-planning more.
4. I'm changing my relationship with food, yes it's a relationship, and it's unhealthy.
About 6 years ago I cut out wheat completely because I was having a lot of dietary and digestive issues. During that time I learned that things like bread, various baked goods, pasta, etc were things I had come to rely on and that they were completely unnecessary in my diet. I learned new ways to eat, snack, and prepare meals. All around I felt a lot healthier. As I slowly re-integrated wheat into my diet I feel as though I've forgotten again how to live without it and I need to remind myself. I'm only doing this rigidly for 30 days, why? Because I think that's all I need to change my feelings towards the food, after which I hope to continue eating less of it but still be allowed to have a treat now and then, just not every day.
What does that mean for the baking section of my blog? Well I can still bake I'll just be more limited, I'm hoping to do at least 4 recipes this month that will be wheat free. As a side note, I'm not cutting out gluten, just wheat, don't know the difference? You can read about it
here.
Why am I doing this? It's not about the numbers for me, it's about feeling healthier and more comfortable. I consider myself a runner now and I'd like it if I looked like one too!